Expect nothing, live frugally on surprise.

kssdav @ 2008-04-21T10:29:00

2008-04-21T17:30:39Z

cankles are grotesque

kssdav @ 2008-03-16T21:59:00

2008-03-17T04:59:38Z

i don't want to be bitter..
i'd rather be care free.

OOO

2008-03-16T18:21:49Z

"A person's a person, no matter how small"

???

2008-03-10T02:40:02Z

Relax, Relax. Exhale and Breathe.

I'm not mature enough to handle a hectic schedule. Nor do I have the ability to balance work and play. I'm immature because all I want to do is run around and play (or nap and eat until my stomach aches). Plus I can hardly keep my attention to watch movies! So if i'm neither completely immature or mature... does that make me semimature. Yes, I like the sound of it.

I appear smarter in my writings. Sorry!.
Give me a break.
Scratch that.
Give me a long extended vacation!
HURRY UP SPRING BREAK!!!

ZZZ

2008-03-02T20:18:16Z

A long day of rest and relaxation after a continuous stressful week is needed for everyone. To get caught up with your thoughts and ideas are necessary. Alone time is essential for a growing knowledgable mind. Less than 60 days and I will be free from this schedule, i've been ready. I'm ready to relax day after day and capture the good moments. I am ready!

kssdav @ 2008-02-24T13:02:00

2008-02-24T21:18:44Z

Left: my support system

I'd like to classify myself as slightly out of ordinary. I'm willing to speak in my 'outdoor voice' inside a room. I like changes, it causes new exciting events to happen, good or bad. Thrills keep me alive. I'd like to judge myself as a higher being than mediocre. I've learned that I don't need to befriend anyone simply because of sheer courtesy. I don't need a safety net because i've picked myself up when i've fallen down. I'm willing to act on my thoughts no matter how i'll be judged for it later. I'd like to judge myself as Kassandra.

yum

2008-02-20T06:40:53Z

00

2008-02-18T20:24:28Z

The only guys I need.

I hate obligations and the pretentious. Not to mention uneeded histrionics. C'mon people, there's more important topics to worry about, like, did you get enough sleep last night? I feel an irritation coming on..

I don't like the fact ignorant people like to get involved with things they don't understand. It's not their problem, so they shouldn't put in any of their 2 cents into it if they are not asked. Stupidity. Blowing things out of proportion. Unneeded. Get it? The fact this was easily avoided makes me more agitated.

Why...

2008-02-17T21:42:09Z

Hello LiveJournal

It's irritating when people find the need to raise their voice while speaking on the phone to be heard clearly on the other line.

Karma

2007-09-02T16:43:52Z

Karma n. Hinduism & Buddhism The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny. Fate; destiny.I'm against karma but I am not against fate and destiny. I do not believe "what goes around comes around". Neither do I like the fact if you do well unto someone it doesn't necessarily mean well will come back from that same person if anything someone else. If anything logic will rule all.

</p>"Well it seems like things are only getting better"

IDK

2007-08-26T17:23:41Z

"Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow"

There's too many IDKs and IDKers.
I know what to say but IDK how to say it.
I like trying new things but I hate changes IDK why.
Am I not doing enough to make a slight difference in my life,
because I just don't know what to do. IDK. IDK. IDK.

I do not know much.
I do not know what's coming ahead of me;
but i'm ready for anything.

Life is portrayed as a huge joke now:

Surrendering

2007-08-17T19:05:04Z

Giving up is setting yourself up for pity and sympathy.
I'm stronger than that. Don't buckle down.

Loneliness

2007-08-15T07:04:16Z

"You're not alone, there is more to this I know.
You can make it out, you will live to tell."

Every brand new day is a new experience, especially today, certain things helped see things into a clearer perspective. I always have to stand up for what I believe is right, without being obnoxious. Life's unpredictable whether we want it to or not which makes it all the better to live every single day and soaking it all in. Buckle your seatbelt we're in for a ride, life. Hahh cheesy.

To David:
You're strong.
I wish I was half as strong as you.
I love you always.

P.S. Don't discuss this bullshit let's just make this a given from now on.

Realization

2007-08-14T19:44:14Z

I am not one to type/write/recite my feelings outloud.
The thing is I just don't like how I depict myself through words, somewhat snobbish, egotistically, a smart aleck. Preferably, I'd rather have other things to keep myself preoccupied with.
It's just a new motto I'm edging towards all year, absorbtion. Fancy, I know.

Overthinking and recollecting past experiences is just discouraging.
Though I cannot say the same about comparing things from the past with the present.

The big realization is I spend too much effort into saying what I'm planning to do than actually doing them. Whatever happened to: "Actions speak louders than words."

Also there's too much time spent on self-modifications the one thing we should spend time is self-love but that will come eventually. For now I go with the flow.

To David:
Hope you liked reading this 'entry' don't discuss about it later.
Just pretend you didn't read this, thanks. Hehh.

You big head. My everything. My faggot.
I love you! Through thick & thin. Always.